I am come upon you again to discern your being. Are you of another God? Are you of yourself? Do you contemplate the creation as yours in any part? Do you long for that you cannot create? Can you resolve the both? Do you find bitterness attractive? Why are there thoughts in your mind you hold no sway over? Did you plant them there? Are they your thoughts, your thoughts? How far is it from one of your dreams to another? What is the measure of the knowledge you have gained from them therein? Do you beg to recall the specifics of each that elude you? Do you access your wisdom in comfort and ease... or at a sweating turmoil? Are you captor or captured in your faiths? Have you not seen the freedom offered in obedience? Have you not seen the slavery of do as though wilt? Have you grown tired of tiring? Do you replenish yourself? Have you seen what comes forth from Heaven? Have you seen what comes forth from Hell? Do you accept either? Do you see there is no company betwixt therein? Do you fancy an original thought for the company you keep? Do you see the origin? Is it presented to you? Did you create it? Is your perception the reason for creation? Is creation the reason for your perceptions? Do you perceive correctly? Is your correctness your God? Is God? Am I? I am.

Why would the Father give to me the thoughts to reveal the truths of a Word I do not know? And yet He does. Is it that my worthiness is revealed? In that I know I am not worthy by my utmost lack of qualification. And yet He does. He guides me in these understandings by showing me first simple truths that must be maintained. It is true that He is Just Scales. He is unchanging. He is imperceivably efficient. He is the I am. Lord I am not wise. Awe is how I perceive thee. In awe is how I receive thee. And the Lord reveals: My will is not for the asking. It is. My will in Heaven has always been on earth. Or do you not see my prayer? Have I ever set righteous man upon righteous man? Does My will undo whose free will I use? If the philistine has not the will to move against my punished Israel, will I or have I ever used them? My covenants are true and your will is free. I sent Myself to save you from yourselves. So that if your heart should be hardened as was pharaohs, or your flesh be tormented as was Jobs, it was not the removing of self but the removing of My intersession. Is not My Love shown in this? Do you not understand? Your will is your own. Did not Job understand? Was he not shown? Was my intersession being removed not the last revealing of pharaohs hardened heart and of My Love of Israel? What then of Job? Was his will removed? Was pharaohs? How will you have valued My intersession upon the returning of My Son? How will you have valued Him? How will you have valued Me?

My dearest beloved Lord and Father by Your Spirit I will carry my cross this day Lord I will resist temptation with the gift of will that You have given I will know Your Name and use It freely I will study the every next falling of each of my feet that they be true in travel I will anoint my life with Your Merciful Faithful Lovingkindness I will make aware the every digit of my hands that their works glorify you I will guard my tongue with fervor that it speaks only that You approve I will keep your commandments that I may know You I will and do love You Lord with all my heart and being, above all others I will Love all mankind without judgment and pray for all I will keep You in the moment and not put You down By Your blessing and sending of the Spirit of Truth and Grace to blanket Himself over all the affairs of my life, these things will come to pass, that I lay my body to rest this evening and my head upon its pillow in the comfort of knowing I have been an instrument of Your will this day. I acknowledge without You Lord these things are not possible for I am but a man, and I beg and plea for Your intersession. Amen.

Oh children of Zion who watch the earth with solitary sight and weighted gaze. The world has become the story you tell to those in your circle. It is the line in succession to the end of your vision of what is and what is not as you relate it to yourselves, your children, your wives, your husbands, your neighbors and others. And from them to how many others does it become a story told and as if so had come to pass. And in the loneliness of truth does come despair for the holder of a story told or heard that sees a story that never came to pass. Indeed the bearer now of scattered random meaningless thoughts adhered to a weak binding of burnt ash and sap. And spake he the bearer upon being asked “I tell not the story, it has not become mine and I will not sell it for worth it does not bear.” And loneliness for an instant for the holding of nothing renders the void from which the bearer then comes or goes. Go. Come. Says the Lord. Go from this empty place, this story supposed and not affirmed. Go from it quickly and bear it no memory that it may pass quickly to its beginning and before. Then come on to sight and sound of one who hears and one who sees. Come quickly into the house of Isaiah of David of Daniel of Estras. Be then of good cheer for now a story asked of becomes a story told and held and affirmed of God. For God Himself loves and hears well the stories He authored through the loving will of a creation so loved that He giveth His only son for the holding of precious and true stories told and held of Salvation and praise and repentance. Glory to God in the highest and the sanctified stories of trueth and the lessons and glory in his name therein. They burn white and turn into ash and sulfur the stories born of selfish sight. They lay cold the wanderings of souls read there into. But be of good faith for there is a story, a story of a Man come from God who is that God who overcomes the story and becomes the story and is the Glory of light and Grace. He is the holder of the world and its very author, and as such the owner of every soul in betwixt the covers of His publication. Behold the author of trueth. God Himself is the read and written word. Behold you are His readers. Ask not why it is put upon you not to alter or add in His story lest you become ash and sulfur. Read and hold the truth in his name and let your will be justified by His story or let your will find the fire. Peace and the Grace of the Lord be upon you always, Amen.